New Year, New Me?

I sit here sad, looking back on what I have accomplished over the two week break and all I can say is that I have succeeded to regain many hours of sleep that I lost over the sememster and that I have read two books. So I did something physically good, get more sleep so I won't die at a young age, and something mentally, I read the latest two Harry Potter books. :P But other than that I have been a slug, I see a lil more pouch on me than before, and I just lay around on the couch watching da tellie or reading or something. Not very progessive as I thought I would be (no horse back riding, no drawing, no movie, no cleaning, er... I don't want to go back to school).

Heather and Momma are gone in Phx for a few weeks, I hope they do well. And the last of us three at home are silent to each other as we spend our time in separate rooms. The men of the house are glued to their computer screens shouting out commands on a video game or chatting to faceless people. Ishy was here for the past three days and she barley uttered a word. We sit in silence in front of the tellie and no thoughts come to our head, no words spark anything, just floating images in a soundbox to turn us into zombies.

I don't want to be a zombie. I don't want to pouchie. I'm at one of those intervals in my life that I have found myself spacing out, silent, and bored compared to the active, loquacious, and pink-bunny self that I once was. No thoughts, no emotions. No words. Just an empty body without passion and curiousity. I hate these sad depressing intervals. It has got to stop. Haha, one of my New Year's Resolutions to fulfill this oncoming year.

New Year's Resolutions:

1. Find myself - self discovery
2. No Procrastination!
3. Cook
4. Declutter my 'complicated' life
5. Enjoy more experiences
6. No silence when I am not ill, sad, or other ailments
7. Clean
8. Learn all I can
9. Get active and stay active
10. Be opinionated but not to the point where ppl want to slug me
11. Read
12. Take every opportunity
13. No Regrets

I think my resolutions will be pretty much the same for now on until I am satisfied.